Okay, dilemma. There is this dude who has caught my interest. Be it his easy-going personality, incredible smile or his very refreshing zest for life but I am hooked.
And I am trying very hard to not give it away.
I cannot recall who it was but someone once told me (eons ago) that I behave too much like a friend. That I do not give out "more-than-a-friend" vibes.
But you know what? When I take an interest in someone I really should not, I over think things and give out all kinds of vibes. Awkward vibes.
Maybe these "vibes" are oblivious to the person but I beat myself silly for behaving the way I do.
Reasons why I should not even begin to take any interest. One, because I want to maintain my independent and self-reliant status. Secondly because this is me getting excited over a dude... yet again. I fall far too easily. And I am starting to believe that I am not girlfriend material.
I am such an amiga buena.
Maybe I do over-analyse.
Here's to my fourth week in the cast.
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