Key to silence

I feel a change. It is subtle but I can feel it taking its course.

Sometimes when I am caught in a conversation, one which does not involve much of my input, I [almost] feel like I am watching an old 60s film clip.

I can hear the reels playing in the background and it is as if the visuals in front of me are of another dimension.

And I get really quiet when this happens.

Not because I am not there [mentally] but because I am so much into the conversation that my feelings become mutual and it [whatever it is] becomes status quo [in my head].

And so I do not speak about what I had thought because it matters not. Well, not in my books anyway.

It is 12.41am on a Sunday and I need to get some sleep.

Here's to blogging again.