Monday, October 17

Strategise

I feel so uneasy. I want to go for a run. But I am afraid of running in the dark.

I have not been at ease lately. Things like leaving clothes in the washer get to me. I lose sleep over chores that have been left undone. I feel almost at guilt if I do not do anything.

I am trying to juggle a healthy work-life balance but it is proving harder each day. I do not need another holiday. I just need 10 more hours in a day. I need time. I need bloody time.

Bigger picture Monnie. Focus on the bigger picture.

It is like I am chasing my own tail except that I can no longer see the tail. I get so wound up in doing so many things that it hardly feels like I have done much. I need some form of a resolution. I know that I am working towards it. I just need to keep my cool.

I will get through this.

I have to.

I must!

Here's to my tenth month.

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