[too]

When I am with someone that I have taken a liking to, it feels normal. Nothing out of the ordinary.

But when I leave, that is when it hits.

It.

I do not know what "it" is but it consumes me!

It makes no sense. Why can I not feel the way I felt when I was with that person?

I know when I hang out with my gurls, I get really happy after. It is like a retention of the feelings that I have spending time with them.

But "it" is not the same. It is like a longing without purpose.

If distance makes the heart grow fonder, then they should have specified that it applies to short distances too because "it" does not make sense.

Give me time. And strength. I need to sort myself out.

Here's to having a great time.