The Musician In Me

Think of your favourite song. What does it remind you of? Does it put a smile on your face? How does it make you feel?

I think that at times we try so hard to change ourselves. To better ourselves. To tell a new story each time.

...well, I do.

I learn quick. And I pick up skills even quicker. When times are hard, I do whatever I can to make it through so I can be there for the ones who really matter to me.

But I am forgetting what makes me, me. The ingredient that makes me special. And I liken it to one's favourite song. Same song, played over and over again, through the course of time... yet it holds relevance and has an effect on people.

I want to be that. I want to find that thing that is at the core of my being. And I want to be connected to it, fully and wholeheartedly. I want to be so comfortable with it that I can just be me. Each time. Every time. And be okay that it is all I have to offer, knowing that it is enough.