Feline

Slow down. Do not get yourself so worked up. Be nice to the person who bathes you, walks you to the car each day, turns on the music for you and figures out all the impossible questions.

Why are you so hard on yourself? Why do you think of yourself as incapable just because you take a different stance? Or have no stance at all.

It is now as clear as day.

He did nothing for me. The same me and my many attempts to use what we had in common to create reasons/avenues to spend more time together. Not once did he try to do the same. Nor did he hide his thoughts of her.

And I, I took myself for granted. I became a "friend" and was happy as with that status as long as I got to spend time with him. I forgot me and my self [worth] in the process.

So.

Haste not thoughts of self criticism and doubt. Take each day as a lesson. Harden not your heart at disparity. Embrace the YOU in you.

With only three hours of sleep, my brain is functioning exceptionally well.

Well...

Here's to the silence that speaks volumes.